▌▏✤┊▸ FISH OUT OF WATER. ❞ HI YES HELLO I AM HERE. i’m so, so sorry i haven’t been around in the past week or so ;; first there was all the drama, and on top of that it just hasn’t been the greatest week for me mental-health-wise. oftentimes when i get into a bad state of mind i isolate and avoid people in general, including online. and then i get all nervous no one will want/like me when i get back to rp and it’s just…….IT IS A VICIOUS CYCLE OKAY. but i really want to write on lapis so yes. i am here. i’m not sure how much i’m up for drafts tonight, but i’m definitely here for some memes and maybe a starter call idk ?? anyway – i’ll stop rambling before i bore you all.